Under My Skin For Love
Losing yourself inside of someone who never cared about you is worse than losing someone you care about. I am sad and wallow in my own darkness. I don't want or need someone else. I want him. Unfortunately I don't think he even cares and notices how I long for him.
Standing next to you and you don't seem to notice if am there or not. I know am not the only one but I don't care. I don't care that you want someone else or that you have some else. You can rub your relationship and your new love in my face but to me it is all just a passing phase. I believe in me, I believe in us.
Under My Skin Lies The Passion
He says "I will light up your mornings each passing day and if I don't show up, think of me as you are always in my heart". Am lost in his words and as much as I would love to believe them I know as soon as we part ways he is on to the next one, an innocent naive believer of romance and love just like me. A wounded soul I am.
Of course I want love and romance. We all want that one person who makes us feel us feel absolutely complete. The one person who makes everything makes sense when with them and you feel as if you can handle anything and take on a war just because they are beside you. I want to live and grow old with someone who understands me completely and loves me with all my strength and flaws.
I believe love is taking a person as they and not wanting to change a thing about the one you are with. It is growing old and wise together. Each passing day spent is a lesson learnt and appreciated. You may not always agree on the same issues, you may have different opinions on how we see things in various perspective but that is what love is;compromise.
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I want that kind of love with him. I want us to be friends, confidants then lovers. I want us so badly but then I also want to find me. As much as I want us I am not going to wait my entire life for you to figure it out or read between the line. I am not going to stop living life the way I want or do things that make me happy.
I will be patient or at least try to be. If we never end up together as one and if we do fail to give ourselves the opportunity at least I know I held on to hope. I may not have accomplished my goal but I do know one thing, you were and will always be a significant part and puzzle in my life.
Off course I do want the everlasting kind of love. Love we see in films and read about. I am hopeful that one day I shall find my future love.
By Minka A Zii
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